how the heck are y'all doing? it seems like so long since i've written anything. i've always been open, and honest about the things that i write, and i can't see stopping now. i'm gonna tell it like it is. the good,.........the bad,...............and the ugly!!
my new home is in the great outdoors. the police here are anti-homeless, so i hide from them every night in plain sight. i reckon that there too busy looking for concealed people to see me. actually, i'm laying flat on the ground beside an off ramp, on a one way street. there are a dozen small trees between me and the highway. if you wanted to see me all you would have to do is look. fortunately, nobody has done that yet.
i share my humble home with several critters. i'm not sure if i was trippin' or not, but last night, i thought i saw a duck, and i believe that i did. the biggest problem are ants. there mostly sugar ants, and don't bite all that hard, but the fire ants will bring me out of a deep sleep, in a hurry. i've looked around, and haven't found any fire ant beds, but sometimes the bite me.
i try to be in my private spot around eight every night. it's just dark enough to make me feel safe. you know that there is a lot of craziness going on out here, but the things that i fear the most are the ones that are supposed to protect me!! what ever happened " to protect and serve?" i am a resident of Florida, and have been for 18 years. i an also a resident of Jacksonville, and have been for 16 years.
so what gives here? just because i get down on my luck, does that constitute an all out war on me? why would that want to give me a citation, and a fine, causing me to pay out more money that i don't have to begin with? don't you think that if i had money that i wouldn't be sleeping beside an off ramp? do they figure that i'm such a miser that i wait 30 minutes, in the pouring rain just to receive a stale meal?
then if the catch me sleeping outside again they will lock me up for thirty days!! when did it become illegal to sleep outside? all i'm doing is trying to find a safe place from the psycho's of the world, and now i have johnny law to contend with. what the hell is really going on????
i know that the First Baptist Church runs this city with an iron fist, and just barely tolerates the homeless. if they cared anything about us they would build a mission large enough to house all of us!! they already own half of downtown, and one building would be all that we would need.
if they had a heart full of Jesus, instead full of power and greed, they could do something to pick their brother up when he has fallen, instead of looking the other direction, or ordering the J.S.O. to harass, and lock us up!!
there is so much injustice in our country, little lone the world that you would think that they could find somebody else to pick on that's not eating from a dumpster!! what good is it to have a mega-church if you keep all that money to yourselves?? for the love of God...................W.W.J.D.??
how can they with good conscious claim to be the strenght, and heart of the Bible belt when so many are suffering at their door steps? Jacksonville should be homeless free, because of the First Baptist love and compassion, not because they lock them up to hide them away.
ok,.................now i'm pissed off!! it makes me sick to see the amount of corruption that comes from that one church!! if any member happens to read this blog i will have hell to pay!! the bad thing is that they will just cover it up, and pretend no wrong was done.
i'm going to stop writing now, before i get in too much trouble. it's really good to write to y'all again, and i've missed you greatly!!
love ya..............Mr. illusion of confusion.
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