one day when i was a little runt running around in the hills of Bama....................i might have been around the age of ten at this time. i had this strange experience in my front yard. actually,.......i was standing in the front yard, but the thing that had me intrigued was up in the night time sky. i'm not sure what i was looking at, and it really never hit me that i might be viewing something unusual, or down right strange to this world that we share.
it was some kind of flying machine, but I've never saw anything like it since that night. it had three different color lights on it's side, almost as if they were in a band around this flying machine. the colors were blue, green, and red. they also flashed in a series around the craft. it also had a bright yellow, or white light coming out from beneath the band like thing, that was around this machine.
it would move crossed the sky back and forth slowly, tilting from side to side. i can't really say how big it was, or exactly how far it was away from me. however,.........i can tell you what i felt at the time, because it the same as i feel every time that i think about that night. i had no fear at all. if i did it was completely covered by the sense of awe that was racing through my body. you have to remember i was just a boy living in small town Alabama, where nothing ever happened that couldn't be explained.
for some reason i was frozen in my foot steps, just watch this thing in the air doing slow acrobatic moves. it was the most awesome sight that i had ever before saw!! then it started slowly back off, then it spun around, and disappeared in about three seconds.
nothing ever came of it. i went in the house, and told my mother what i had saw, and she said something like,........" that's great dear..........you need to stay in the house now, because it's after dark." i could always count on mom for deep conversational fulfillment.
have you ever noticed, that the only people that don't believe that the possibility even exists, for the unknown to be real has never had the privilege of viewing it?
i have saw things all my life. the sighting that i had that night was purely physical. the rest of the things that i've seen i would have to classify as spiritual. i know that i need to explain this to those that are laughing right now. at least how i figure it to be spiritual.
it's fairly simple because the rest have either been spirits, or ghosts, or an apparition in some form or the other. they seem to be human by nature. only trapped in some different form. sometimes they move things in your sight, and sometimes they will move things in a different room. it seems that where ever that they appear they have business there, whether it be new, or old business. i hate dealing with those that are trying to resolve old business, because they are so hard to please!!
you might be thinking that I'm totally insane. be it far from me to try to prove you wrong, because your probably right. the thing is that i know what i have seen with my own eyes, and sometimes others have seen the same thing. i'm fixing to tell you a story about the first time that i came to believe in something beyond my knowledge, and someone else is a part of this story. i really need to say something else first.
no matter what you think that you are seeing,......... if it is real,.........then you won't have any fear inside your body or heart. you might be a little shocked at first, because your having trouble believing what your seeing. kinda like somebody jumping at you from behind a wall. maybe not drastic,...........but once the shock is gone you won't have any fear, or at least i never have so far.
this story goes clear back to 1985. sorry if you wasn't born yet. the 80's were a beautiful time to had been alive. i was laying pipe back in those days. ( i sniggered when i read that myself!!) that's exactly what i was doing. i had got myself a job with a professional crew of pipe layers. there is where i met my buddy Tim. we worked together, played together, and got high together. one of us were always at the others house during the weekends.
we had became good friends during that time that we knew each other. it was 11/2 years, are something close to that area. i knew that he was having, wife, x-wife, girlfriend, or whatever she was at the time problems. i believe that she was one of those that fit all three categories. i was friend with her also. she used to come to the house with Tim, and spend time with my girlfriend at the time.
anyway,.............apparently Tim got drunk, and went over to his ladies house, and decided to scare her to death by jumping up, and down on the hood of her car, and cussing at the top of his lungs. i have no idea what really happened but this one fact: his woman shot him dead with a shotgun that had just gave his son for Christmas a couple of week before. the police never even locked her up, so the shooting must have been justified in the eyes of the law. i myself have never came to the point of justification of my friend Tim being shot to death. i never looked at his girl the same way either. she was drop dead gorgeous before she killed my buddy, and afterward she just looked evil in my eyes. i never did avoid her, and i never treated her mean while we were around each other, but i never really had anymore use for her after she took my friend from my life.
it was the third day after he had been murdered, and it was probably around ten at night. i was just coming from the shower out the door of the bathroom. i always flipped the light switch off before i opened the door, because the street light outside the back door lit up the hallway. i opened the door, and stood there for a minute while my eyes adjusted to the lower light level. i was looking toward the bedroom door when this figure started walking from the room. i had no fear of it, and i recognized it as Tim. the strange thing was that he didn't have a head sitting on his shoulders, but i could tell it was him by the shape of the body, and what he seemed to be wearing. he was dressed like he always did for work, except you could see right thru his clothes.
he walked up to,............i need to say this different, because it wasn't like he was walking at all, he was more, or less gliding in some kind of way that made him appear to be walking. he came up to the bathroom door where i was standing, and turned facing me. i just stood there in awe!! i had no fear, and i thought this was awesome!! this was my first encounter with a human form spirit, and i was excited!!
i don't how long that we stood there, but he turned, and started walking down the hall, and disappeared in the kitchen. i guess i stood in the hall for a minute, or two trying to process what i had just saw, and there was the possibility that he might just walk back.
i walked in the bedroom where my woman that had at the time was already in bed with the lights off. i never said a word, and neither did she. i got in the bed making sure to keep my focus on that door just in case my buddy came back. after laying there for five minutes in total silence i spoke up, and ask my girl did she see anything unusual today. then she ask what i meant by unusual. i knew that i was simply seeing things, and apparently making them up as i went along. i answered her back,............nothing ,.....i'm just seeing things.
that made her come to life............i saw it too!!............i saw it too!! i was laying in the bed, and looked up, and Tim was standing at the foot of the bed. the crazy thing was that he didn't have a head, and i could see right through him, but i swear that it was him. i just layed there looking, and so was he, then suddenly he turned and walked out the bedroom door. i heard you coming out of the shower about the same time.
i shared what i had saw with her, and we layed in the bed talking about what we had seen most of the night. there was no questions that we could answer. we were both wired from adrenalin, because of what we had just experienced. there was no fear in us, and it left us with the feeling that there is something out there that i don't understand, but i know that it's real.
what I've said is absolutely the truth. before some of you start ripping me apart remember what i said before,
"have you ever noticed, that the only people that don't believe that the possibility even exists, for the unknown to be real, has never had the privilege of viewing it?" don't feel bad though, because millions of people have had experiences that i have never had. maybe it's just not meant for everybody to experience. even having these kinds of things happen in my life for over twenty years, i still don't understand but a little more than i did at the beginning.
I've not always had an easy time coming to terms with this. i thought at first that i was losing my mind. then i thought that i had some kind of curse put on me. now i believe it to be a blessing in disguise. the reason that's in disguise is the fact that i still don't understand why? why me, and what am i supposed to do with it? i really don't see the point is seeing these things when i don't understand, and why I'm seeing them to begin with.
i never have figured out why Tim paid me one last visit. what was the point of him being there? was there something special that he needed from me?
i do feel a sense of gratitude for the fact that i can see things that others can't. you have to trust me one this one, but it gives life a whole new meaning. the bottom line is there are things that exist in this world that can not be explained at this present time,.............but still.............they exist!!
are you freaked out now? are you ready to cal the boys with the net, and a pair of rubber pajamas that are just my size yet? please don't because they might not let me have access to a computer, so i can tell y'all more stories of my life!!
........................much love
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