today is............

know what?.................i could say a lot about today,.............and i probably will.        it's been an unusual day, but all in all............it's been a day.
i've not even looked at the national weather in a couple days, but our forecast has been 24 hour rain, for the past two days.......... so far.            oh,.........y'all know how i love a day when it rains, but i do have limits.
i guess that you can tell by my last post that I'm in some deep dark hole trying to avoid a trauma based situation that's knocking on my cabin door. i seriously doubt if this post makes any better sense to you that the last one did, if it made any sense at  all!! i shouldn't be writing right now concerning the seriousness level of the funk that my life is in at this present time.
whoa...............whoa...............don't take me wrong!!                 it's not headed straight for a deep sea crash, but it is looking for some changes to be taking place. I'm not too sure about anybody else,..............but,.........i don't deal in the most stellar way with changes most of the time. I'm a serious creature of habit.                   i like my ruts!!
i really don't know what's fixing to change either. i honestly don't have a clue, but i know in my heart that it's on the way. i also know that it's going to be for my betterment.            there is a catch though,.............there is a piece of the puzzle that i haven't even layed on the table.  there is one great drawback that might possibly happen,................... because it has a record in the past of showing up on many different occasions.

ladies and gentlemen ...................can i have you attention please,....................if you would look this way for a moment...................................in this tent behind me.............we have a man looked up in a padded cell,...........for his own safety.     he's still wearing the same clothes,..........as the day that he made this cell his home.   he is dressed in a blue jumpsuit,...........with a bulls-eye on the front, and back. he has on a  white cape with "I'm a dumb ass,...........written is what appears to be blood on the back.              yep,...........that's right,................he was once known through out the world as Mr. Illusion of Confusion,.................but now he is known..................as the chief of the dumb ass rebellious  leaders!!!!

ha!!.....................if i keep writing  in this space cadet form for much longer,..............something else might change!!!   it might become ,.........Mr. confusion of a mental ward delusion!!

                .............much love