Yeah,.......Like I
started telling y'all in the last post this little change that I've
been going through this week,.....................Has rocked my Lil'
world,........and totally flipped it upside down!!
I have really been
having a hard time with being a Christian this week,.............or
maybe I should say,......being a good Christian!! Most of the
thoughts that have been racing through my mind were not the kind that
usually linger on as long as these have been holding on.
Honestly,.......I
have felt that I have been thrown back into a world that I don't
belong in!! Now getting brutally honest with y'all
now,.............That is exactly what has happened!! I am not of
this world,.........I am just here on a mission!! I feel that
I’ve have been thrown on the front line of this battlefield, but I
know that is not the true case.
Somehow,............I
know that front line is not as far off as I would like to hope that
it is, but that will be my destination in the days to come. I just
need to learn as much as I am being shown as the day's pass on by.0-pp-opp
I have survived
this week,...............Just barely,..............And only by the
Grace of God!! I keep trying to complain to y'all, but I really
don't have any thing worth complaining over. I am still well, and
alive. I've not been injured, or threatened. I've not been talked
bad about. At least no more than usual.
The sad thing is
that I have been totally removed from my comfort zone. I feel like
folks are looking at me kinda funny, and I reckon that they are, but
rightfully so, because I’m the new man on their turf. All eyes seem
to be on me, but then again,.............They really are. I feel that
some folks are short with me for no reason. All in all they have a
reason, because they don't know me well enough to trust
me,..............Yet!!
OK,................This
might seem crazy to some of y'all, but this is where I am going to
receive my blessing. I know how foolish that sounds. The truth is
that it looks a whole lot more foolish. That is when I must live by
2nd Corinthians 5:7
For
we walk by faith,
…...............not
by sight.
Now,..............Just
ain't that simply a mouthful!! I would like to know who said that
masterpiece!!
who? Oh,....................OK.
Now, if God said that,.................I know that it has to
be doable,..................No matter what it looks like with the
eyes. Even if ever one of my senses agree with my sight. My Creator
is mighty enough to know what He is talking about, and He can
override all the circumstances, and bring it to pass.
As
good as all that sounds,.......................I can't help but
wonder if there is a flaw in the mist of all this
goodness,.................Yep................That
right,.................There is a flaw,............And that would be
me!!
Jesus
has even made a provision for the flaw that He already knew existed.
That little word faith,..........well,.................It has a much
bigger meaning than most would think, or believe. The word faith in
the Strongs Concordance Greek Language # G4102 is defined as:
From
G3982;
persuasion,
that is, credence;
moral conviction
(of religious
truth, or the truthfulness of God or a religious teacher), especially
reliance
upon Christ for salvation; abstractly constancy
in such profession; by extension the system of religious (Gospel)
truth
itself: - assurance, belief, believe, faith, fidelity.
Once
again if I look to the Author, and Finisher of my
faith,..............It's all about Him,.......and none of me!!
…....................Much
Love
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