Hey y'all!!
When we find something that works in our lives we tend to stick with
it........Don't we? Sometimes I let things slip away even though
they work just fine. Then again,...........I've been known to simply
amaze myself with severe acts of stupidity!! Little lone those that
know me personally. I can just imagine the thoughts that they have
had by the ones that they have shared!! I have always been a
challenge to those that might care about me, because of the radical
lifestyle that I have lived.
Getting older has
been good for me in the way that it is slowing me down quite a bit. I'm
reaping the benefits of living a lavish lifestyle for too many years.
Yes Ladies and Gentleman,..............I stayed at the party
for too long!! How long is too long? I reckon that a fair
answer would be one day after this madness first began!! The sad
truth is that I was addicted. Yep,.................That's
right,.........I was addicted to sin!! I loved it all. The
drinking,.......... The drugging,.......... And all the wild sex that
came along with that madness!!
I spent many years
fighting for Satan's cause. Satan loved me,............ or so I
thought. He should have for as many that I recruited for his cause,
or corrupted might be a better word for it . I helped spread hate and
discontent throughout all my running grounds. I thought that I was cool,
but how cool can purely evil be? One day I finally woke
up, and realized ….......That I hated myself!! I couldn't stand
what I had become!!
Fortunately God
still had some use for me. He allowed me to run out of any options,
........When I finally realized that death was not going to be a working
option!! I hope that everybody does realize that I have a purpose in
my life today, .......and my readers are a big part of it.
I've been given a
gift of telling y'all that if God has a real use for
me,..............That He has a real use for you to, because He is no
respecter of persons. Some people may just laugh as my little blog,
and never return again. That's OK. It's not meant for
everybody. It's mostly meant for those that have found themselves
with a big ole hole in the middle of their body with a frigid breeze
blowing throughout. It's for those that have messed their lives up by
drinking, or drugs, and want a real solution to a serious problem.
It's also for those that have figured out that suicide is not a real
solution, or those who are still thinking about trying suicide.
OK,.................It's
for those who think that they have tried everything, and find that
everything simply makes their life worse!! You have to be broken,
and nobody will have to tell you that you are. You will know beyond
all reasonable doubts!!
My solution is
Jesus Christ. The son of our Great Creator............He has given me
a life worth living now, and He will do the same for you. Jesus is a
real gentleman. He will not force anything on you. All you need to do
is seek Him out. He is waiting on you, and He is very patient. He
wants to take away all your pain, and show you what real love is
like.
Now,..............Just
think that I started out to write a bit about my church. Oh
well,................There is always tomorrow.
….....................Much Love
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