OK,...............I
just have to talk...............I need to rattle some things off,
….......So that I might some sense of it. This is not what I was
hoping that my life would be like...........................I feel
like screaming!!
I know that I'm
under attack from Satan!! The thing is..........How many
of y'all believe this is true V.S. How many of y'all just think
that I an certifiable crazy? The real truth of this matter
is.............That I don't really care which one you choose to
believe. We all have choices to make everyday,..............This
is just another!!
Why is it when
people don't believe the same way as others..........We give a label
of being crazy? When we don't see the same things that they claim
to see...........We simply write them off as being nuts? Let's
not forget when they hear things that we don't
hear,...................We call them a cracked pot, ….....And other
silly little names that make us............Feel better about
ourselves!!
Why are we always
trying to make ourselves feel better? At what expense do
we draw the line?
Apparently,.................I supposed to be
feeling,.............OH,.............lets say,.................A
little left out of the grand equation of life!! Whom ever said
that I ever had to be on the front burner? How far would I
need to jump to even get to that burner? And how would I
know if there is something to land on if I did make the jump?
There is a lot to consider here!! There is surly,..... A lot at stake!!
What if I decided
to make that jump,..... And I made it,................But y'all wasn't
there? What if I didn't know anybody there? What if
nobody was there? Could I just jump back? What if I
choose to simply sit here in my comfort zone?
That ain't gonna
happen,.................... Because I’ve already been forced to
make a move. Am I gonna start to rebel?
What if I start a rebellion with everybody that's been forced
out of their comfort zone? Wait a minute? What
happens if we can't agree on what kind of rebellion to have?
You know that ain't gonna happen either,................Because it is
hard to get one person to agree,..................Little lone enough
to have a full fledged serious rebellion!! And who ever said
that I need to start any rebellion at all?
What am I
thinkin'? Why am I acting so crazy? What part of my
life am I so upset about? Can I change it if I wanted to change
anything about my life? What is wrong with my life being just
the way it is? Isn't it better than it has been?
Err.......Well,................Yes!! It is
better,..............And it's going to get even more better than it
is today!!
Today has been a
day that I have been surrounded by people. I like to keep
people at,..........Err......Let's say,....... At a …........Reasonable
distance. Hey wait,..............What does a reasonable
distance consist of? Any who get's to choose? Them,.....or,.......Me,.......or,........Somebody else?
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!
That feels much
better. Sometimes it takes a simple scream....Just to clear my mind,
so I can make a rational decision.
I hope y'all
enjoyed me allowing y'all to enter my mind for approximately a
minute, and let's say, and a half. I do have one question though:
What do you think I do with the other 1,438.5 minutes that I have
left to do with during the day?
…....................Much Love
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