For a closet type
recluse I sure have touched a lot of people. Since I have been
downtown, I run into someone different from my past nearly everyday.
Maybe the shame is on myself, because usually they will call me by my
name. However, I rarely know what their names are, but I recognize
the face. The great thing about this is most of these people that I
see, I have had no trouble with in my past. Every now and them I will see
a person that I can't approach, because of hard feelings. That is
really rare though.
I don't know where
all these people come from. I know that I have had favorable dealings
with them in my past, but I can't say where. I have spent a few years
dealing with the Salvation Army, up close and personal. A good amount
could have sprang from the era. I even have a couple years
association with the Trinity Rescue Mission here in town. The other
place that they might have sprang from is six years dealing with the
Oxford house that was located close to the beaches area.
Looking back I
have spent most of the last twenty years working in some area that
was favorable. I guess that you could say that I have served my
fellow man in some capacity, over the last few years. I wonder if it
was all a training session in which to go forth with God now? Maybe,
.....I am just thinking out loud. I tend to be funny that way. I have
really never understood anything happening that can be explained away
as a freak accident.
I believe that all
things are tied together in the big scheme of things. That means that
nothing happens by accident. Everything that happens to us, gives us
an opportunity, to make a choice of how we will handle this
opportunity. After all, isn't that the way that we calculate the
growth processes in our lives? Come on now, stay with me. I am going
to get on a roll here is a minute!!
Haven't you ever
thought that life may have been pretty much preplanned from the
beginning? That everything that we do, good, bad, or indifferent, has
been known since the beginning of time. Have you ever had a habit,
that no matter what you did to break doing this habit, it didn't
change a bit. Then at the precise moment it time, all the proper
ingredients formed together to make that hope become a reality? It's
kind of like that Matrix movie: Do you really believe that is air
that's your breathing?
Are you laughing
yet? Go a head, because it good to laugh. Laughter effects the
body in some miraculous ways. Don't believe me? Click on the
link....
Once you get
finished laughing yourself to better health, and me to
scorn.....Let's move on. I am really getting at terrific thought that
there is no way that I can prove. For my smarter readers: I am going
to introduce to you a theory, that I can't possibly prove, with my
finite mind, to be a reality.
My only basis for
making such a ludicrous claim in God. I really only know what I have
read in His word, and been taught from His work. My past personal
experience with Him has been totally awesome, but not all that much
as of yet. I am a stickler when it comes to believing, what I read in
the Bible. Whether I understand it or not. Whether it makes any sense
or not. No matter how fantastic, and over-whelming to my common
senses that it may be. Nor how radically foolish that believing such
a thing makes me look. I still lock it inside of my heart, and file
in away under nothing but the truth!!
I am curious to
why Father would know something that Jesus doesn't know? Have you
ever thought about that, or do you not know what I am taking about?
I am talking about the end of time here on the earth as it was
prophetically place in the Word. Only Father knows when that time
will be. Jesus seems to know everything else, but He don't know
exactly when that time will come. I am not avoiding the subject. I
just have a brain back fire!!
We all know that
Father is simple awesome, in every part of the word. There is no part
about Father that just don't leave my brain all tore up, and hoping
for more!! Have you ever seen a being with as much confidence, and
self-confidence at the same time? Back when I didn't know any better,
I thought that He was the most arrogant being that there ever was.
Now that I am getting to really know Him, I know that there is nothing
arrogant about Father. He is just that good!!
I know that you
are right, if you are assuming, that I am not gonna ever try to prove
my point. Actually, did I really even have a point? Do you really
thing that is air that your breathing? I rather get back to braggin'
on how good Father really is!! That is something worth talking about,
and I could see being in worship to His Majesty all the day long!!
The sad thing is
that you have no idea where my craziness is really coming from. You
don't know if I am just another lunatic that has got loose in this
already crazy world. If you might even think that I might be on to
something here. If you really care to know, if I might be shooting all
this straight forward to you, then there is only one way to know for
sure.
Call on the name
of Jesus. Develop a personal relationship with Him. Get to know
Father, and at the same time give Holy Spirit free reign over your
life. It you will do these things with all your heart, then my sanity
will not even be a though to you. You will know for sure.
…......Much Love
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