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Sunday, February 27, 2011

not sure how i feel today

Sunday...................church service was great as usual. preacher ripped my heart out for bout an hour!! all the things i've done wrong this week that man seemed to know about it. I'm glad that i was watching on the Internet instead of being there live today...................you ever been in church, and the man started getting on you so hard that it seemed everybody else had disappeared?               kinda like a one on one shouting match were you don't even get a turn!! that's how today was, and i was so intrigued that the time lapsed like snapping you fingers.

walked outside while ago. it's another beautiful day!!          the grass needs mowing.............no mower,.............that's depressing.................back inside.

yep,.............that's right,.................still going through these withdrawals.  that is one hard drug to come off!!  hopefully before long things will get back to what i call normal.   what's normal for me will probably not be what y'all call normal!!

the cat that has adopted me is really smart. she messed up the other day, and showed me how smart that she really was. she came in the house, and hopped up in one of the kitchen chairs,with fabric on it to sit on, and layed down. than she set up, and started scratching. i yelled at her," get you ass out of that chair scratching. if you have to scratch get in the floor on the tile!!"
i guess that i got her attention by the tone of my voice. it's really rare for me to raise my voice. anyway,.........she looked at me, and hoped down in the floor, and continued to scratch. then she got back in the chair, and laid down.
oh yeah,...............that's right,...............you do understand a lot more than you have ever wanted me to realize. you've just been playing me all this time acting like English is a foreign language to you.          OK,..........I'll keep that in mind!!
dum-da,.............dun-da,.........dum-da,..........dun-da,..............time goes on, .......until last night. one of my peeves is her knocking the screen out of one window, and going outside. it's the one located behind my easy chair. the screen doesn't really fit the window, so it's a lot easier to knock out, than it is to put back in place.
well,...........last  night she came to visit in my chair. after i got tired of rubbing on her, she became restless. she heading up the back of the chair to the window. i told her not to jump in that window,..............so i guess in all her wisdom,...........she jumped on the fireplace mantle. then,..............she jumped at the window.
now,.............i might look like I'm old,........warn out,..........maybe even slow, but,..............that's not necessarily true at all times.           i caught that cat, as she was landing in the window with her hind legs, and with one swift motion,..........before she realized what was going on,..................i slid her a good twenty feet crossed the tile floor!!         she snapped up, and looked at me. i said to her,.........told you not to do it.

actually,...........i love that cat. she is a good source of entertainment. i especially like her even more knowing how intelligent that she is. she is trainable, but has a stubborn streak in her that matches the one in me!!

walked back outside again,.................grass looks like it has grown three inches since the last time that i walked out,..............still depressing,...............back inside.

decided that the house needs to be cleaned up.              wiped off the glass top table..............washed all two dirty dishes in the sink.                 cleaned all three counter tops well.                 this is like work man,...........i need to take a break.               omg!!                the floor is nasty.
i decided that the floor wouldn't get any dirtier than it was until i took my break. i must have gotten more of mom's genes. i hate a dirty house. the bad think is that i see every speck, and tiny dust particle, but how is that possible?           I'm half-blind, but i can see something that irritates me so badly.

walked to the door,.................saw the grass,.................................back inside.

i don't think that i told you that the router of the internet burnt out a couple days ago. me and Bubba have to take turns surfing that blessed world wide web. the strange thing is that when i can't look up all that i want to, and when i want to,.................i remember all the stuff that i wanted to when i can't access the web.
when i first started writing this i remembered something that i need to find out. here lately,............several times a night,..............i wake up with my hands gone numb.  so i Google d " hand go numb while sleeping."         i read a few pages on the subject , and realized that i have some new thing to worry about, as far as my health goes,..........then at this very moment,....................the computer crashed!!       Damn the luck!!


i'm posting, and going to the store,.............even if i can't look at the grass!!!

          ............much love

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