The funny thing is that a couple months I was honestly
thinking that my life was about to settle down, so I could follow suit, and
chill out. I had planned to continue in this general area that I live in now. I
figured that I would join the church up the street, because it is small and
needs more members. I thought that I would continue to write this blog, drawing
others to Christ at least that was my goal. You are probably going to have a
hard time believing this, but since my diagnosis with cancer, everything is
different now.
I have no idea what my plans are now, or what I am doing
most of the time. My closest friends, who are few, are acting a lot different
now. Some of them show me great pity, and the rest of them are picking me
apart, because of the way, that I am acting. I few that I have enough going on
right now, that I don’t have the time for the pettiness of the way that they
say I am acting.
You know that I have a disease that’s main goal is to
kill me. I already know that cancer will show no mercy, until I am dead. My
faith rests in Jesus Christ and Him alone. I have no other option to turn to,
nor to choose from. Jesus is my only Hope!! I have Christian friends that are
telling me these ways to get a small account of income, in my life right now. I
have no income, and no savings, and I am relying on Jesus to supply what I need
to make it through.
I am getting confused, because when I said no, that Jesus
would supply, I hear things like this; yeah, but this is quick. This is a
guaranteed deal, because nobody will check behind you to see if you are being
truthful. Excuse me for a moment while I scream!! Does anybody understand that
this would be a great time, for me to make solid choices? I know that Salvation
does not come by works, but my Salvation is already secure. Please help me out
with this; is it suddenly wrong to do the right things?
Matthew 7:7-8 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall
find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: 8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that
seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
I think that I would
understand better, if these folks that I am speaking about weren’t church
people. I know that I am doing the right thing, because the Word of God says
that I am. The Words in red are the Words that Jesus spoke, and the Words in
black are the ones that Father wrote. If we put all these words together, then
we have a book of truth.
I realize what is going on
right now. I am probably more sensitive than I have ever been in my life. Could there be any better time,
for Satan to ploy my friends, and the people that I go to church with against
me? Most of it comes crossed, in a very subtle way. I really don’t think that
most of them even realize that they are a part of the devil’s plan.
Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood,
but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness
of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
I have said something to a
couple of them, and they act offended when I do. I am sure that act is the key
word here. I am just worried about you brother.
Don’t get mad at me, because I care about you. The thing that I need
most, in my life is prayers, of the children of God that, are connected with
God.
James 5:16 Confess your faults one to another,
and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer
of a righteous man availeth much.
I realize that that there
is really nothing going on in my life, which is not going on in the rest of
Gods children. The circumstances might vary from case to case. The bottom line
is the same, because Satan is trying to take us out, of the battle. There is
great news for us as children of God, and this is just a part of it.
Isaiah 54:17 No weapon that is formed against thee shall
prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou
shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and
their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.
We have a major weapon,
that we should carry that works, in both ways. It is the Word of God, and Satan
has no defense against God’s Word. This amazing tool while it is taking care of
the wiles of the devil, it also is giving us much need training to live the
Christian life.
Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is quick, and
powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing
asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a
discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
The only hope that I have
for the problems, in my life right now, is the same hope that you have, for
your problems in yours. It is fellowship with the Father, Jesus, and Holy
Spirit. I believe Satan is turning up the heat on the Children of God, because
he realizes that he is running, very short on time. I believe that the end of
days is near, and we need to closer to our Lord, than we ever have been. Ain’t Jesus Awesome?
…..Much Love
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