I don't really
think, that I have had so many days, consistently running, in my
favor, as I have had here lately. I am simply loving my life now, and
to be loving my life means, that is filled with the things that I
love the most. My relationship with Father is simply marvelous. I
never ceased to be amazed, with the things that He does. Not only to,
and with me, but the way that He works, in the lives of others is
astonishing.
I am sure that I
take a lot of things for granite, in my life today but, not quite as
much as in my past. I am trying to keep things, in a more proper
perspective now. I am really bad, to call on the name, of the Lord in
vein. I am not talking about cursing but, all the same it is in vein.
Good Lord, is the one that I use the most, and when I catch myself
doing in now. I quickly try to say, thank you for something, or bless
that person, in some kind of way.
I now realize that
I am doing really good, in my part, of this relationship with Christ.
Several different factors are telling me this. I am not saying that I
have arrived, or reached any status of perfection. There will always
be room for improvement, on my part. The fact that I am doing well
tickles me, or I find it to be well pleasing. I have never in my life
been in this situation, and I am loving it!!
One of the main
things, that tell me that I am doing well, is my focus. Jesus is my
main focus. I try to do the things that He would find pleasing. I
said try, and I often fail. Then I ask for forgiveness quickly. David
was a man after God's own heart, and he was quick to repent. I don't
believe that I will ever reach the status that David did with Father.
However that will not keep me from trying.
Another thing that
says that I am doing ok, is the fact that I seem to always be
talking, with One form of God. I have got where anytime I am out and
about, I keep a prayer on my lips, or in my heart. I simply love
praying, for random people, because I know that we all need, all the
prayer that we can get. The Bible says, that we should pray without
ceasing, and this is as close, as I have got to doing this so far.
Speaking of
talking with One form of God. I had never really took the time to get
to know Holy Spirit. I am not sure what I was thinking, but I know
that I never gave Him enough credit. Maybe I didn't think that He is
real, or just something that other people talked about. I am really
not sure what I was thinking concerning Him, but I know that whatever
it was, it was definitely wrong!!
Holy Spirit is
Awesome!! He teaches me the things that I need to know. He talks with
me, about the things in my life, that I need to do differently. I
love to watch Him move through a crowd, and He has not spoken thru
myself yet, but I welcome Him, if He decides, to speak thru me. Holy
Spirit is a living being, and chooses whom He speaks through.
One other thing,
that let's me know that I am in the right place is Satan.
Yep,....That's right,....old slew-foot himself. He is always popping
up, with some form of temptation, specifically designed to my liking.
He don't even waste any time with something, that I might not find
appealing, to my senses. He has been dealing with me for a long time
now, and he knows exactly what my appetite desires are about.
I was thinking
while ago, that I get all excited about this relationship, that I
have with God. I believe that is something that, I should get excited
over!! It is a shame, but everybody can't lay hold, on the claim,
that they have a real living, breathing, walking, talking,
relationship with the Creator, of everything that we will ever know,
as human beings!! Little lone call Him Daddy!!
I have been a poor
boy all my life, with no great family ties. Now I am part of a very
large family. We don't have need of nothing, because Father is so
rich, that He uses gold for pavement, on the streets!! I really think
if more, of the family would get a good hold of that reality it would
change, the way that they see things.
Instead of
wandering around, with that poor me attitude, they should be
rejoicing!! They should be acting a little more me, so tore up with
great joy, that they get pure silly at times!! I have never
experienced, what is going on the inside, of me before. I remember
seeing my buddy, that gives me a ride home from church experiencing
this kind of feeling. I remember saying, that I sure hope that one
day, I will feel like you do!!
I am sure glad
that I spoke that into assistance!!
…........Much Love
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