I've actually
written so much just trying to get started writing again that I have
a real hard time remembering what I’ve written to post. In my mind
I am always thinking about something to write, and if I don't write
down a note.......I forget about it. Maybe that's just one of those
getting older things that happens as I age.
I have decided
that I don't want anymore narcotic drugs for pain. Just
think,........I’ve spent most of my life trying to get them, and
now I’m trying to keep them,.... from giving those kind to me!! I have
something today that is far better than any drug, or pill can ever do
for me. I have a working relationship with my Creator, and I don't
want anything to come between us.
I'm starting to
realize why Almighty God says that He is a Jealous God. He doesn't
want anything to come between us, and neither do I!! I love our
relationship, and look forward to it growing deeper. There is a lot
that He has not shared with me yet, but I know that it is just a
matter of time.
For the first time
in my life I really love going to church. I don't reckon that I have
ever been able to say that!! I plan on going Sunday morning to
Sunday School, and Worship. I also plan on attending the Wednesday
night service, and if something happens that I miss,......i simply
don't feel right. I know that I’m a part of those services, and I
supposed to be present.
I really need to
share something with y'all. There is something that God hasn't
blessed me with,..........yet,........but I sure want to be a part of
it. Have you ever saw people filled with the Spirit, or maybe you
have been the one's that had had that experience? As far as I can
tell the Spirit of the Lord manifest differently in whomever He
decides to fill. It is a different experience for most people, but
they seem to receive it in the same way every time.
Maybe I need to
break it on down on what I’m trying to say. Different people
receive what I call the baptism of the Holy Spirit differently from
others. Say one person just shakes their hands, and mumbles. Another
may jump or shake wildly while making a lot of verbal sounds. Some
folks may speak in tongues, or go unconscious. Now,.........I’m
just making an observation. I'm not being critical in the least form
of the word. Maybe some of you might want to write me, and share your
own experiences with me? I really would appreciate it if you did.
Now,............let
me share my experience with you. The Good Lord has allowed me to be
in the mist of all this going on. My hair stands up on my body like a
form of electricity is running through it, and things seem to go in
slow motion, and I take in all that's going on around me. At least I
think that I do. I know that I take in some amazing sights anyway.
I've spoken with people about what I see, and they say that it is a
gift from God to be able to see these things.
Yeah,.......and
there is this other thing that happens while all this is going on
around me. I get happy!! No,........i mean that I really get
happy, and I can't tell you why,................except,.......this
feeling of unexplainable joy simply overcomes me to the point where I
laugh,..............it's almost, or maybe it is that I’m giddy!!
Not sure,............. but I like it!!
I’m not sure how
to explain this, but I can't wait to experience it in full blown
operation!! Now,....can you see why I don't want any narcotic
drugs? This is much better than any drug that I’ve taken in my
past, and y'all know that I’ve taken much more than I ever should
have lived through!! The good thing about the Spirit is that it won't
make me do stupid stuff that I will regret later on. Amen.
…...................Much Love
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