I know that Satan
is coming against me hard right now. I did get a bad report from the
Health Department yesterday also. I will be going down there to let
them take a serious look at my case. Then they will determine what
the deal really is. I am going to humor them, so that don't make this
issue any more serious that it could be.
I know the real deal!! I know who is behind this attack!! The last
time I checked this verdict was already settled. and with his
stripes we are healed. That is what my Word says. I am going
to stick with that, and go on and live. One last thing before I move
on. I would like a few of you warriors of God to agree with me on
that verse. We all know that the power of the Word increases as we
agree on a thing together. Thank you Saints of God!!
The City Rescue
Mission has another Graduation last night. I did not attend because
of my mule headed stubbornness. I tend to look on the negative side
of things concerning those folks. I know too many things that I
should have never be exposed to know. I had a good friend, that I love
dearly graduate last night, and I wasn't even there for him. I have
my issues with the CRM at times, and some things I simply can't
support.
Moving on.......
I did get some simply wonderful news yesterday. I am number eleven
on the waiting list for my housing. I am really hoping that I can
move just any day now. Everything that I will need, to make this
transition more comfortable, is coming together now, at a great
speed. I know that it is simply a matter of time until I get my
complete freedom of choice back again. I am looking forward to not
staying away from my home base, because of utter foolishness.
I am not angry
with the mission, because I feel that they have done me wrong. There
have been things that I have missed out on, that it seems came to
others so easily. Any anger that I have toward them is based mostly
on how they have treated others. I get angry when they twist the Word
to get a thing that they want accomplished. I get angry when I feel
that Jesus is being abused, in any way!!
I will be straight
up with telling what the mission has done for me. They have done the
same for all that seek shelter there in their program. They have
taken me away from the spoils of the outside world. They have given
me time to rebound from the abuse of drugs, alcohol, and tobacco.
They have given me the time to think, and plan for my future. They
have given me classes to inform me of a much better way. They
introduced me to their God, and have given me the opportunity to know
Him better.
They have given me
classes to hone my life skills for the interaction with professional
people. They have given me the opportunity to save a life when
needed, or to administer first aid in an accident. They have
sharpened my skills, in basic everyday operations, in real life
situations.
All that is pretty
great in my book, but it is not even close to the best thing, that
the mission has given me. They encourage me to find a church in the
outside world, so I could worship God as I got to know Him. I church
shopped for a few months. I went to some really good churches, but
none of those were right for me. When I walked in Evangel Temple, I
knew that I had found a church home. I just knew it in spite of some
of the things of God that went on was flipping me out, down deep inside of me, I
longed to worship a God, as awesome as I found there!!
At the Temple I
was introduced to, in my view, the God of the Bible!! The God that
changes lives!! The kind of God that enters on the inside of you, and
simply has His way!! I have felt the power of the real living God!!
At least what He allowed me to feel, and honestly I believe He was
holding back for my sake!!
The City Rescue
Mission gave me the time, and the opportunity to hook up with my
God!! That was the most awesome thing that anybody has ever done for
me on this earth. I will be eternally grateful for that act of
kindness, but the fact still remains that we both still need some
serious work!!
............Much Love
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