Please Lord give
me the strength to wait on my own place!! You know that I am ready to
walk out, and leave everything behind!! I am sick and tired of being
around this most miserable group of Christians that I have every been
around before. I feel like Jonah did when you sent him to Nineveh.
What good can come from being around this bunch of heretics doing
what they are doing? I know that the whole world has gone mad.
The top Yahoo
story today was did Beyonce flash the sign of the Illuminati. What
the heck is so surprising about that? If you are going to be of the
kind of value that she has something has to change in your life. Most
folks sell out their souls to Satan. There is nothing strange about
doing that in today’s time, either for power, money, or both.
Usually, I stay away from the “Witch hunt” kind of things on my
blog, but I am all about exposing the lies of Satan. What better
chance to show off his beautiful mistress flashing a sign to his
honor?
Even blind folks
would have to admit that she is quite easy on the eyes. Especially,
after all the Hollywood effects that are added throughout her body
from her roots down to the toes. She is a very great over all
entertainer, and it would be a shame for her to burn in hell.
Although, there is no fence straddling in Gods world. It is what it
is!!
Now,......Back to
my own private pity party!! You know that I had to invite you,
because misery does love company!! I really don't know what is wrong
with me today. I have been writing all day, about a bunch of nothing.
Now, you know that I ain't got no problem with a bunch of nothing,
but this was far worse than my normal. I have wrote about my biggest
failed relationship, and honestly that needed to go in the garbage.
I really think
that I know what is going on. I am scared that I will have to live
the rest of my life alone. By alone, I mean without the presence of a
woman. I am just a few days short of fifty years old, and it appears
that the strong parts of my body, are not as strong as they once
were. Yeah,......That's right!! I know that modern medicine has a
working solution for all that, or do they just cover one aspect of
it?
What about the
emotional side of having less vigor than I am used to having? What
about the part that gets you all riled up by a certain smell? What
about the part that makes a man really feel like a man to begin with?
I may simply be more sensitive than normal, but when the rest of
your body has already began the process of dying a few years earlier
than what is normally expected, I can't see why I wouldn't be.
Part of me, and
not the positive part, feels like I am being condemned to a dungeon
to spend the rest of my life alone. To never have any more fun, and
to finish dying this slow miserable death that started the day that I
was born.
Right now, I need
to have one of those joyous mood swings where I tell the devil that I
have had enough of his crap. You might as well go ahead, and place
your neck under my feet without an argument. It will be better for
you to do this. Now, if you choose to do this the hard way. I promise
to kick you square in the parts that don't work to well on me
anymore, and run and hide behind Jesus with my tongue sticking out
just for you!!
I know that you
know better than to even try to approach me while that I am in His
presence. See,....Big Boy,.......I know what happened for you to
cause this ruckus in my Spirit. You caught me in a bad place
wandering out from my personal protection. Then you showered me with
all the fiery darts of pity that you could. You know my weak spots. I
will give you that much. There is something that you don't know.
I read the book. I
know what happens with you. I will apologize to you though, but you
had your chance. I even know what happens with me......
….........Much Love
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